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During our time together, she would have moments of vulnerability and say she loved me and that she needed my love. She took me to places I’ve never been physically, emotionally and spiritually that I have never been or explored. I could dazzle you for hours about how amazing she is and how she changed my life forever, but the truth is, regardless of her feelings and the strength of mine, she knew what was going to happen, and I didn’t.
When the relationships ended, we always wanted more of them and wanted them back.
Since my heart would still belong to these women, I was unable to connect on a deep level with any new potential partner that crossed my path.
Or perhaps I did not want to accept the warning signs.
At the end of the day, no matter how deeply we connected, it ended.
They were, and still are incredible people, but I wanted something more. I wanted the evolution of our connection to evolve in to a meaningful relationship that we both could shout from the mountain tops and express our true feelings about while holding nothing back.